December 2009
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ask me things & tell me things and be interesting<3
i'm actually sort of happy :o
yesssssssss.
yesterday was a good day. :)
thelovelybones:
erikavw: I didn’t know you could miss someone you’ve never met, this badly.
i got nice things for xmas.
i’m pretty happy right now.
i’m going shopping for my friend’s presents tomorrow :D
i’m only getting things for delaney & paige, i think. i don’t know what to get them :o
merry xmas.
i’m going downstairs. welll, first i have to wake up my three little siblings. yayy. i love how excited they get.
buhhbye<3
the funny thing about the video i just posted is
that..kid is cleaning his room while trying to look badass while listening to insane clown posse. haahha
the holidays are just making me lonely.
the devil and god are raging inside me.
(via jamieissleepingin)
so i just stayed up til almost 4 am watching Ted Bundy.
I’m weird.
when it's time to party we will party hard!
13546.) You made me believe you loved me.
blogsecret:
You broke my naïve innocent heart and corrupted it. And till now, no one has ever had the guts to tell you what they truly think of you. Now I feel like I can tell you. Do you know what everyone thinks? They think you mess up everything, they think you create all the drama, and you do. They think you are a user, and you are. You are manipulative. You are a liar. You are a hypocrite....
big d and the kids table is coming to birmingham...
ohh my god yes. i’m beyond pumped for this. you have no idea.
i just hope it’s all ages….
i really think it’s my mom’s goal to make me hate christmas.
this year, the focus to her is on ‘jesus’ and she talks about it all the goddamn time. and she knows it annoys me.
also she is frantically cleaning at all times and expects me to help.
annnd for the past few months, everytime i want someone, she says “christmas is coming up. maybe you’ll get it...
it's 4:30.
i’m cold and hungry and feel very empty.
=/
& now i'm thinking about..
how much it sucks we don’t talk anymore. how she really did steal you from me. and how i liked you a lot. how you weren’t the cutest boy in the world, and yet i got butterflies around you like crazy. and how i KNOW you know i have more to offer than her. you admitted it, she isn’t fun. and you really just like to make out with her. i don’t understand this. you and i would...
here to remind myself.
i seriously have to write this to myself. because right now i’m not blinded by lust or love, so i can think clearly.
don’t try to date someone too old. it won’t work, especially if at first they show concern. the concern always grows..
if they want to only hangout at their house, don’t hangout with them. seriously. it never turns out well. unless you only want a hookup.
...
sleep..
i’m tired.
i’ll be up in a few hours. great.
Perpetually complexing the simple, I for one am...
i really hate songs that are obnoxiously auto-tuned.
so annoying.
pulling an all nighter for no reason whatsoever.
the show tomorrow is probably gonna suck, i’ll be too tired to enjoy anything haha
oh well<3
christians really have a great way of convincing people to be christians.
“i can’t hangout with you because i’m trying to strengthen my relationship with god”
lol, dumbass.
limewire, you need to get some down to nothing....
lol nvmd limewire does have down to nothing<3
how about i make everything awkward. like, fuck. i’m cursed or something.
it’s in the middle of the night and i’m hyper yet tired and i don’t know what i’m saying. i want a texting buddy.
hyper at 4:30 in the morning.
hahaha. damnnnit!
maybe i need a friend. maybe i need a hug. maybe i need a cigarette. maybe i need to be out of this house. maybe i need someone to just lay with me. maybe i need alcohol. maybe i need sex. maybe i need weed.
who knows. i just don’t want to feel like this any longer.
thank goodness for music.
i really would like it to be sunday night right now.
i want to be with my friends. i want to go the show sunday, and the show monday, and have fun. i want a good night. goddamnit.
i’m shivering, it’s cold.